Lol, I'm supposed to be writing an English Formal Theme Essay, but what can I say, I'm a lazy bum, and I have more important things to do, like catching up with my fandom.

I haven't replied to any comments in my Inbox yet, I feel bad. I'll do it right after this post, because god knows you're all tired of my school posts and crap, so I might as well spoil myself with a long fandom post.

Shokura was an hour late today because of the NHK song concert, but at least I got to watch Ayaka's AWESOME performance of Okaeri before watching Shounen Club.



Sigh, it's like I haven't fangirled in ages.

But just one little observation before I leave.


So yeah, happy and sad observations aside, I really miss fangirling like this. I hope you miss me as much too <3 But what I'm really going to miss are all my friends going on HIATUS. It's sad when you don't have any more people to fangirl with. D:

P.S. Like my new Hikaru - Beer Icon? 8D Proof that even Johnny doesn't know what the hell they're making their idols wear. Lol, Hikaru should be suspended :P

I just felt like asking.

Because the newest JE secrets post makes me D: bigtime

Keito, don't worry, we still love you D: You're not incompetent, and you're not just in HSJ cuz of your father. D:

I hafta go to church now D:

But still, I demand rebuttals to those KEITO!hate posts D: Anyone? I'd do one myself, but then I have school tomorrow (and for the next 7 months)

Looks to spheksophobia. Keito isn't that bad... is he? D

Somehow, I am quite proud of myself. Although I still haven't trained myself to get up early as well.

I've been having series after series of school-related dreams, and what bothers me most is that they're clashes of my old school and my current school, so I end up finding it quite difficult and confusing when I try to recall any of them. I think it's just another exhibition of my anxiety for the upcoming schoolday on monday.



As for my fandom, I am devoting 80% of my stipends and savings to you - that is how much I treasure you. I don't plan on really even eating a lot in school (especially since they got rid of all the yummy stalls OH MY CRISS-CUT FRIES I MISS YOU) so why not just save the money and use it for something to make the school year more bearable.

I earnestly want to have something to flail about, but I can only end up angsting and emoting whenever I watch something flail-worthy because it feels like that'll be the last time I'll be able to flail in a long time. Keito, don't despise me D:

The music I'm listening to is making me cry DDDDDDDDDDDD: ;_;

I'm in a foul mood, because of school, and all the BS that has been going on the Philippine Fandom.

I got home in time to watch half of Zettai Kareshi. YAY FOR NIGHT, he finally won over Riiko (although I was rooting for Soushi most of the time x_x).

You've got to admit, Riiko's cakes did look pretty tasty (they looked like yummy dome custard cakes x_x)

I really wish they would've stuck to the manga more. If they had, Mika would have been gone ages ago. She's just such a bother these days and her beady little eyes don't help one bit.

The next episode is the Night's Replacement, a.k.a. 02 version episode, where the guy from HYD tries to steal away Riiko but ends up being too pushy (well, that's according to the manga).

P.S. All the Arashi coming to the Phil and JE dramas being shown in the Phil news things are BS on my part. (Although a part of me wishes the concert thing were true)

( If you agree that Arashi should come and that JE Dramas should be shown, then do not read this because this is why I think that people who think that are spewing out a load of BS. )
But needless to say, if Arashi DOES have a concert here in the Philippines (which I highly doubt), and GMA/ABS-CBN manages to cough up enough money to do so (because we all know that the Jimusho is responsible for 80% of world poverty), I will be one of the front runners for Front Row Tickets. But again, I doubt we have anything as spectacular as Tokyo Dome to shelter the utter AWESOMENESS that is an Arashi Concert. Pfft, Araneta Coliseum? Dream on.

Fandom, please don't hate me. I'm a bitter bitter fangirl.

My dad came back home today.

Now you might be thinking, why is that crappy news?

Because the whole reason for my THAILAND TRIP was to go over and fetch my dad, and to pay him a visit.

Him, coming back here to the Philippines instead, means my Thailand Trip is CANCELLED.

 I feel terrible.

I MEAN SERIOUSLY. AFKLJAGLKQRHAKEGHA

You know how much time it took to plan my route of JE shopping in Bangkok????

I'm gonna go blurt out profanities now.